Thursday, July 22, 2010
Sunday, July 18, 2010
承诺
承诺，对我来说是颇为重要的两个字。
很久以前，我曾经遇见一位音乐人。
他常常说，忙完以后给个电话我。
我呢，则常常干等在电话前。
后来，我又遇见了一个男孩儿，
他也常常承诺，会找我吃饭。
我呢， 常常空出那一天来等他的约会。
而后，我只好独自一个人解决那忽然空出来的一天。
现在，假如有个人，能够遵守诺言的，给我电话，我想，我真的会感动。
这样的要求，不会太苛求吧？
很久以前，我曾经遇见一位音乐人。
他常常说，忙完以后给个电话我。
我呢，则常常干等在电话前。
后来，我又遇见了一个男孩儿，
他也常常承诺，会找我吃饭。
我呢， 常常空出那一天来等他的约会。
而后，我只好独自一个人解决那忽然空出来的一天。
现在，假如有个人，能够遵守诺言的，给我电话，我想，我真的会感动。
这样的要求，不会太苛求吧？
孩子
对于小孩，我就是没辙。
我爱孩子，胜于一切。
我还单身，当然还没有当妈妈。
所以我喜欢去到堂姐家，看看三个可爱的外甥们。
我喜欢听他们用童音喊我阿嘉阿姨，我喜欢他们用他们的童言童语和我聊天。这样，我真的会忘记了白天工作的疲劳。
那天，小外甥阿纬紧紧地将双手挂在我肩上，说是要拥抱我，我不由自主地也紧紧抱着他小小的身体。
这样的拥抱，我实在喜欢。
我真的喜欢小孩，假如我没有结婚，我想，最大的遗憾应该是没有办法生小孩吧！
我爱孩子，胜于一切。
我还单身，当然还没有当妈妈。
所以我喜欢去到堂姐家，看看三个可爱的外甥们。
我喜欢听他们用童音喊我阿嘉阿姨，我喜欢他们用他们的童言童语和我聊天。这样，我真的会忘记了白天工作的疲劳。
那天，小外甥阿纬紧紧地将双手挂在我肩上，说是要拥抱我，我不由自主地也紧紧抱着他小小的身体。
这样的拥抱，我实在喜欢。
我真的喜欢小孩，假如我没有结婚，我想，最大的遗憾应该是没有办法生小孩吧！
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Fortune
"Is security important to you?" she asked.
"Yes, its very important to me." I answered.
"Is the monetory security important to you?" She asked again.
"Definitely....looking at my pass experience, its definitely important." I hesitate a while before giving the full explaination.
"I had a long journey till now." I added.
"Your journey will still go on. " She said, in a calm voice, leaving me in a pause for a while, I then let go a long sigh.
I don't know what to react.
x x x
"what about my love life? There is a guy beside me that i felt something..." I don't know how to end the sentence.
"Well, there are some chemistry between you and him, but, he may not be the one that suit you." she made a simple summary.
"What about my marriage life?" I asked again
"hmm.." she hesitate a while, and say,
"you will have a difficult marriage, your husband may have some character that you do not want to tolerate at the end, and you call it off" She end in, still a calm voice.
x x x
"you will have many challenges in your life, and you are a tough lady..you will know how to handle all the challenges." She summ up, now with a smile.
"but i'm only a lady......" I let go another sigh, and smile, reluctantly.
"Just take the life as it is...like what i say, you are tough...you will be able to handle it." She is still wearing the smile.
"Yes, i know i have to....." I concluded, strengthless.
Slowly, i walk out, ready to take any challenges that up to.
Well, at least, i'm sort of ready.
"Yes, its very important to me." I answered.
"Is the monetory security important to you?" She asked again.
"Definitely....looking at my pass experience, its definitely important." I hesitate a while before giving the full explaination.
"I had a long journey till now." I added.
"Your journey will still go on. " She said, in a calm voice, leaving me in a pause for a while, I then let go a long sigh.
I don't know what to react.
x x x
"what about my love life? There is a guy beside me that i felt something..." I don't know how to end the sentence.
"Well, there are some chemistry between you and him, but, he may not be the one that suit you." she made a simple summary.
"What about my marriage life?" I asked again
"hmm.." she hesitate a while, and say,
"you will have a difficult marriage, your husband may have some character that you do not want to tolerate at the end, and you call it off" She end in, still a calm voice.
x x x
"you will have many challenges in your life, and you are a tough lady..you will know how to handle all the challenges." She summ up, now with a smile.
"but i'm only a lady......" I let go another sigh, and smile, reluctantly.
"Just take the life as it is...like what i say, you are tough...you will be able to handle it." She is still wearing the smile.
"Yes, i know i have to....." I concluded, strengthless.
Slowly, i walk out, ready to take any challenges that up to.
Well, at least, i'm sort of ready.
不能没有你
这是一部台片。导演，是戴立忍，一位对我来说还颇为陌生的名字。
据说，这部电影的起源，是一则社会新闻。
故事说的是一个单亲父亲，要帮女儿办户籍，然后让女儿能够顺利上学。在帮女儿办户籍的时候，他才发现自己不是女儿的法定监护人，因而引起一些事端，然后女儿被社会局送到寄养家庭。
故事里李武雄从来没有说出来他多爱女儿，就理所当然地照顾着妹仔，妹仔也似乎是那么理所当然的跟着父亲。
但是当办户籍的时候，连两人的血缘也没有办法为他们证明写什么的时候，李武雄的表情真正就是天下父母亲会有的情绪。就算是李武雄重见妹仔的表情，看似平淡，却恍如隔世般。
故事的铺陈虽然平淡，但是却像羽毛一样一直不断的萦绕在心头。
这一根轻轻的羽毛，就是那样的，轻轻落在我心头，悄悄地骚着那一个角落，看似没感觉，却一直存在。
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